Birthday Dinner: Tuna Shish Kabob

There’s a birthday at Rock Bottom Homestead today! Mine!! Yay Me!

What is planned? Well, it’s a lovely (though cool) day – we have more peas to get in (they’ve already been soaked in coffee so they need to go in pronto) and the planting onions are in the fridge so they need to go in ASAP, too. I’m busy planning who they will bed with to make the most of everyone’s growth. I am a nerd for companion planting – so, in they will go to the carrot and tomato bed, some in the chamomile and cabbage bed and if I still have some left they can line the corn patch (but they will stay away from the beans, peas, and potatoes). The new peas that have to go in will go by the heat pump cover and then snow peas by the new kitchen garden. Then the new clothesline can go up!

Along with this will be a lovely sunshine walk, and I hear maple cake and ahi shish kabobs on the grill (the ‘shish, not the cake) for later! The morning started with french toast (my favorite) on homemade honey bread and bacon and VT coffee…maybe a silly movie tonite (I’m thinking of torturing Joshua with the 1980’s classic ‘Cat People’ on VHS – ha! Though with shish kabobs, I wish we had ‘Edward Scissorhands’).

I’m in love with Rob Brezsny’s horoscopes, news, and other observations/writings/poetry. If you haven’t checked him out, please do – https://freewillastrology.com/, he’s a fellow Goddard alum. His workbook ‘Pronoia’ is amazing – I highly recommend it for the kooky and magickally minded, especially in this time of uncertainty and new world building. And I love his ‘scopes for birthday support, too, as I get older better, he is encouraging and inspiring.

Everything here is optional and ‘substitutable’ – use what you like, but make sure they are cut approximately all the same size.

Ahi Shish Kabobs

Serves plenty for 4-6

Skewers (a good guesstimate at how many you want, if wooden, soak for a few hours in a sheet pan of water and a splash of lemon juice)

1.5 pounds Ahi Tuna steaks (if frozen, thaw beforehand), cut into 1 – 2″ chunks depending on thickness  of tuna
2-3 Lg onions, cut into quarters
2-3 Mixed Bell Peppers, seeded cut into 1/2 – 1″ chunks
1 pound Crimini or Button Mushrooms, cut big ones in half
3 Small to Medium Summer Squash, cut into 1/2 – 1″ chunks

Marinade & Dressing:
2/3 cup Olive Oil
1/3 cup Rice Wine Vinegar (or Lemon juice, if you prefer)
1 tsp Dried Thyme, (or fresh herb), crushed between fingers to bring out flavor/oil
pinch of dried Saffron, crushed between fingers
Sea Salt & Black Pepper

If on the grill, prepare grill. If in oven, preheat broiler and use ‘broil pan’.

Meanwhile, mix marinade/dressing – shake/blend vigorously until emulsified (we use a mason jar), Salt & Pepper to taste. Then mix with chopped veg and tuna. Let sit for at least 10-20 min. Skewer tuna and veg in whatever lovely order you prefer, saving marinade for basting. However, packing the skewers a little tight might help the tuna cook at the same rate as the veg, or if you are able to cut the tuna a little bigger.

These don’t cook long – keep an eye on them. Maybe 10 min or so – you want a little char on the outside but the veggies cooked. The ahi will cook faster so plan accordingly (and depends on how you like it, we like a little char on the outside and pink but warm on the inside), feel free to baste at least once during and then once more right before the end (but not after cooking if you are concerned about the raw fish in the marinade).

Serve with jasmine rice (we’ll have the rice cooker on before we start the marinade and the chopping). And let’s pretend we are all sitting outside together eating this at a picnic table under the apple trees in the sunshine!! Slainte!

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Duendesday

{a day to check in with a 9 yr old’s doings}

When in doubt, try a different perspective.

These days, you can find my child up in a tree. She’s a climber. She’s always loved to climb rocks, hills, snow banks, and trees. She’s dreaming of a treehouse this year for her birthday in June. Right now she has 3 favorite trees to climb – Clarke and Jimmy, both apple trees and the arbor vitae next to the house. Though you can find her in the crook of the silver maple pretty often, too. She probably gets all this crazy climbing from her Dad. When I was little there weren’t too many climbing trees in my yard (though I was surrounded by woods) – I had a metal slide fitted into a pine tree that you could climb the ladder up one side and slide down the other through the tree, and at my Grandmother’s there was an old crabapple in the front yard that was split in two. The two big arms stretched out away from each other (and were held together at the base by a big metal chain) and I (and my mother before me) would climb up there to read in the elbow of one of the trunks. But that’s not really climbing.

I’m not a big physical risk taker – with my body, no skydiving or skiing for me. I’m not a fan of heights and get motion sickness in boats/cars/rides. I like my feet on the ground (my head in the clouds). But Josh loves all the crazy stuff – hot air balloon rides, whitewater rafting: he’d probably jump out of a perfectly good airplane. He loves carnival rides and would probably do para-sailing and dreams of a parallel life where he’s a monumental rock climber or surfer. One of his favorite things as a child was running up VT rivers on the rocks, up into the hills.

We both love to hike though we haven’t really hiked in years. We go for walks in the woods but it’s not nearly the same. We thought for sure we were going to hike the A.T. by the time we were 40 but then we got derailed by the child. We still fantasize about it – it’s still possible (though not recommended for her until she’s 12 or so) – maybe when it’s reopened.

Until then, she can practice on trees and in the woods. She keeps a sure footing – and that’s the key for all of us. Just putting one foot in front of the other, feeling as secure as we can before we take the next step.

the Haps

Somehow Tuesday feels like a good day to check in with what’s going on around here – Monday is too aggressive about it, and Wednesday is already the halfway point to other plans, Tuesday is the sweet spot. It’s encouraging – the week is progressing, things are getting done, and there is even a bit of time to wonder about the possibilities…

Here we have some homestead dreams cooking – obviously many of them hinge on a different world than our current one. Hopefully this world will be better than it is now and better than it was, we do not necessarily hope for a return to whatever some consider ‘normal’ because it wasn’t normal for everyone – we could do better. This is sort of the way we live our life here – there is no best or higher ideal, just that when obstacles come up, we find creative ways to deal with them and we continually question, is this the best way to do this? the kindest? the healthiest? the fairest?

What do some of our dreams look like? Well, we have immediate dreams like expanding the garden for a couple of dry bean beds and oats for chicks, a new chicken coop, an herb garden, and espaliered grapes, expanding delivery service and goods to sell…but we also have bigger but doable dreams like an outdoor ‘kitchen’ area with a bread oven and smoker shed and mushroom growing, a farmstand…and then we have a couple of grand ideas that are technically doable but not for awhile and require some solid planning, like a communal residency for artists and writers, with a barn for community talks or classes on wildcrafting, eco-philosophy, whatever and a community market where we either consign or buy local goods from homesteaders and provide them in a market setting so that small batch growers and makers can make a buck or two and the local population can share in their bounty.

Somedays I’m lucky to drink a cup of coffee before it gets cold or even remember this blog – this is the first year that we put the peas in this early (I’ve been traveling with my college program for the last 3 years during this time, I’ve missed the apple blossoms these last 3 years, too) and the potato bed is ready for when they appear (normally we would pick them up from Fedco at the tree sale – where I nearly lose my mind in potato heaven, but this year they will be shipped…sometime…).

As I sit here, I am watching crackers being made (new experimental flavors! like sesame and maybe lavender), bagels (waiting for feedback on the new cinnamon flavor), and the ‘putting up’ of bread (the building, proofing, and shaping) for baking tomorrow, and I hear maybe some cookies – just for me….mmmm, cookies…(and then I get a special cake on Thursday – yay me!!).

Enjoy your Tuesday – may you have as many working dreams as you do fantasies…

Monday’s Muse

“I have a couple of words to describe farmers: innovative and generous. Plus they are absurdly nice – and kind. They are innovative as seed growers and they are so generous with that knowledge, sharing those innovations with the broader farming community. They are very much like nature, like seeds. We all know that if you plant one seed,  you have an abundance of seeds that follow. The generosity of plants – I can’t wrap my head around it – the generosity that comes from one plant compels you to share seeds…you will always have more than you need. It necessitates community.”

~ Aabir Dey, Director of The Bauta Family Initiative on Canadian Seed Security

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Recipe Thursday: Bread Book – Moroccan Greens Dip

Spring is springing and all I can think about is Greens. Our northside of the hill, in lower Mid-Maine, is still pretty scarce on the green front but signs are coming. I love wild greens, garden greens, all especially as bitter greens. But it’s still also pretty cool, and though I will certainly pair a salad with anything these days, I want warm greens right now. We are more likely to make Summer salads a main dish (my favorites are golden beet with tender slices of pork and toasted hazelnuts or pumpkin seeds with a vinaigrette on a fluffy bed of greens, maybe some bleu or goat cheese) and Winter greens into stews but Spring calls for full-on baked dishes of creamy greens over polenta or just barely sauteed greens with plenty of garlic, sometimes warm salads with bacon and medium-boiled eggs.

Returning to the savvy dreamy Arabic-inspired dishes of Paula Wolfert, I am reminded of this green spice-filled dip with preserved lemons. In Winter lemons go on sale so I pick up a good bag or two (not Meyers), and preserve them though I have found them at Whole Foods on the deli olive shelves sometimes (they aren’t as good, if you ask me, but they will work in a pinch. You can ‘quick’ preserve lemons, too, by boiling cut wedges for just a few minutes in super salty water, letting them sit for at least 20 min in the salty water to cool, but again, not as good). Preserved Lemons are stunning cooked in Moroccan Chicken With Olives (ridiculously addictive), they are amazing chopped small in my Roasted Squash Fall Salad, and are even bright little points in garlic hummus. They bring a zing to any dish they are used in. I’ve just envisioned sliding slivers up under Roast Chicken skin before baking, with thyme and garlic…now I know what I’m trying this weekend.

But right now, this greens dip sounds like a warm Spring wish – healthy greens sauteed with garlic and spices, whipped to creaminess and served with preserved lemons and salty Moroccan olives scooped up with toasted pita or yummy bread. Delish.

Preserved Lemons

(this will make one ‘batch’, which should cover most needs for 3-4 dishes, unless you are us  and like to use them often or copiously, I generally double this recipe just to make sure I have them on hand) 

Best to use a widemouth pint jar or a half liter widemouth squat clip jar with good rubber seal

3-4 Lemons (more if they are small)
Natural Sea Salt – fine ground (at least a cup)
Organic Lemon Juice (I like Santa Cruz) (at least a cup)

Soften lemons by rolling firmly on the counter (but not too hard, you don’t want to break the skin) a couple of times. Cut lemons from one end but not all the way through in half and then half again, making four long wedges still attached at one end (no biggie if you cut through by mistake, you will want some loose wedges, too). Open like a flower and salt each side of each wedge liberally. Put some salt (maybe tsp or 2) in the bottom of the jar. Jam the lemons into the jar to release juices, adding a liberal shake of salt after each lemon. Fill spaces with loose wedges but try and keep pieces as big as possible  (if you can fit more lemons, feel free to do so). If not enough lemon juice squishes out to cover lemons, add enough bottled lemon juice to do so, topping with another good shake of salt. Cover and let sit on the shelf for at least a month, shaking occasionally (but make sure lemons are generally covered with liquid). The liquid can be used many times – once you get a good batch going, when you use some, just throw more wedged lemons in.

To use: Remove a lemon carefully (at this point the skin will be very soft and rip easily), scoop out the lemon flesh into a bowl or measuring cup (do not throw away yet, you might want this for dressing, or added umami in a dish such as Chicken w/ Olives or even swirled into hummus – remove seeds and thick pulp, but if you have no further use, chuck it) – in most dishes it will be the lemon peel you are eating/using. Be sure to scrape away any tough webbing on the inside of the peel, discard. Rinse cured lemon peel under water gently and cut into thin strips.

Moroccan Warm Green Dip

Serves 4

Any kind of mixed leafy mild greens can be used here but adding a little wild(ness) makes this dish exciting- mallow leaves are traditional though anyone from purslane/miner’s lettuce/chard/beet greens/spinach/young dandelion or baby kale can be used – I like to use young violet or primrose leaf or lambsquarters, as well. This is best if it sits in the fridge for an hour before serving.

1 pound (6 cups) of mixed leafy greens, stem and chop coarsely if large
4oz (1 cup) stemmed flat-leaf parsley, chopped
3 cloves garlic, unpeeled
1oz (1/2 cup) cilantro leaves, coarsely chopped
1/4 tsp salt, more to taste
3 Tbsp Extra Virgin Olive Oil, plus more for finishing
1/4 tsp sweet paprika
pinch of hot red pepper
1/4 tsp ground cumin, more to taste
Juice of 1/2 lemon (1 Tbsp), more to taste
1/4 preserved lemon, rinsed and cut into slivers, more to taste
12 Moroccan oil-cured olives (these are the shriveled black oily/salty puckery bad boys that Josh loves, I can eat one or two, but they are good here as they are ‘cleaned’) – halve, pit and soak in several batches of water to remove salt

Wash and drain the greens and parsley until water runs clear. Steam the greens, parsley, and garlic until tender, about 15 minutes. Cool the greens then squeeze out as much moisture as possible and chop finely. Peel garlic and place in a mortar with cilantro and 1/4 tsp salt, crush to a paste.

Heat 3 Tbsp olive oil in a 10″ skillet, add the garlic paste and the chopped greens – cook over Medium-Low heat until all the liquid has evaporated, turning the mixture often to avoid burning, about 10 minutes. Blend in the paprika, hot pepper, cumin, and lemon juice. Cool slightly, then add to small food processor (or use hand/electric beaters) enough oil to make the texture similar to whipped potatoes. Cover and refrigerate for at least and hour.

Correct the seasoning with more salt, cumin, and lemon juice if necessary; whip once more to lighten the mixture. Shape the greens into a ‘smooth hemisphere’ (Wolfert’s words – ha!) and decorate with slivered lemon peel and black olives.

Serve with crusty bread, flatbreads, or toasted pita wedges. Enjoy!

 

Faeries and Wood Sprites

Duendesday: {a day to check in with a 9 yr old’s doings}

If ever there was a time to invoke a little magick, now would be the time. We knew that we were the kind of people who might need some at some point (I certainly don’t rule it out on a regular basis) so it seemed fitting to name our child appropriately so. I think I pictured a sweet pixie child who loved to cavort around the woods whispering into tree notches and peering under strawberry leaves for faerie-folk but Duende is definitely more on the wood sprite of things (Puck-ish, if you will – edgy, trickster, a warrior creature – she is an astrological Cancer)  – which I wouldn’t trade for the world.

Being in Maine we have always supported and encouraged the tradition of faerie house building. Duende only knows Mackworth Island in Falmouth as ‘Faerie Island’ because of the stretch of woods/trail dedicated to layers and layers and years and years of faerie house building. Whenever we went camping, family faerie house building always ensued, and now at the house, any season, there is always some form of faerie way-station being structured –  right now there is a temple in the front yard, some sleeping quarters right smack next to the stone spot in the back, and an underground dance club in the old herb garden. Our only rule is that it has to be made of only natural materials (because it will be forgotten or blown over, etc) unless those materials are main structures (some blocks of wood used to support one on the old well) and the underground club is built under a half-buried cinder block that she found in the herb garden.

As spring progresses it is likely there will be more – with all the new building materials coming into view and bloom. We’ve been talking about inviting guests to wander the woods, maybe have a beer 6ft away from us at the firepit, and children to build more faerie houses randomly on the property. If you need to get out, let us know  – we have a nice path through the woods, foraging options, and plenty of space just to breathe – we can make that happen for you and still abide by the distancing requirements. Keep us posted.

Happy Spring Faeries!

Happenings

Incremental happenings – one tiny step at a time!

  •  Thanks to our beautiful and brilliant community of friends, family, and subscribers – we are slowly getting up to speed. Deliveries are starting to re-happen to the Portland area, which is great! Bready bits, kimchi, seed packets, jams & syrup – fantastic! I’m glad we can help provide healthy food full of love to you!
  •  Now that the snow (again and finally?) has melted, moves toward a Farmstand are happening again. I can’t wait! In celebration (though really, just out of love and support for them) we’re going shopping to other Farmstands tomorrow – The Milkhouse, this lovely Mennonite (maybe?) farmstand who makes butter, cookies, pies, slicing bread, and a neighbor selling chicken and duck eggs. Spending as local as possible (and staying out of the stores, if we can help it!).
  •  Seedlings are growing strong and happy – many Heirloom (full size and cherry) tomatoes, Orange and ‘Chocolate’ bell peppers, Hot peppers, White, Green, Rosa Bianca and Rosita eggplants, Yellow watermelons, Honeydew, and Blacktail Watermelons, Thyme, Borage, Marjoram, Calendula, Sage, Oregano, Celery (my first time growing!), Johnny Jump-ups, Phlox, English cukes,  Lemon cukes, Red and Green Cabbage, Purple and White Cauliflower, and the hard squashes are awaiting germination (Hubbards, Acorn, Spaghetti squashes, White, Orange, and Mini pumpkins) – and we do ‘milkjug’ batches of things that don’t like their roots manipulated too much and that we want in ‘clumps’ like other herbs, wildflowers, lavender, rue, echinacea, etc. We will keep you posted as they become ready, next month!
  •  Apparently it’s ‘National Letter Writing Month’ which couldn’t come at a better time (for the mail service and our caring connections – our mail service folk would be better served by our human to human connections-while risking theirs- than by our need for commercial goods that we probably don’t need…) since I am starting an Art Mail Projekt. A few years ago our friend Matt started one that was a lot of fun – sign up with your mailing address at rockbottommaine@gmail.com and I will pair you with another address where you can send a bit of random arty love – an art card, a photograph, a work of art, textile gift, recipe – it’s really up to you. Just connect with a human being you don’t know but wish them wellness and sanity and humanity. Everyone who signs up will get random arty love from someone else and Rock Bottom Homestead. Mail On!

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Musings

Dreams, memories, the sacred–they are all alike in that they are beyond our grasp. Once we are even marginally separated from what we can touch, the object is sanctified; it acquires the beauty of the unattainable, the quality of the miraculous. Everything, really, has this quality of sacredness, but we can desecrate it at a touch. How strange man is! His touch defiles and yet he contains the source of miracles.
~ Yukio Mishima Spring Snow

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